I fear

I fear..

I fear that I wont be able to achieve what I set out for. .
I fear that I will fail and be disgraced..
I fear that after investing all my time and resources I'll be left with nothing at the end of the day..
I fear that I will die..
I feat that the people I rely on will betray my trust and abandon me..
I fear that there is no substance to my dream and I will never make it no matter how hard I try..
I also fear that I will wake up @ 50 or maybe 60 and see another person living my dream and I will regret it..
I fear that i've already written myself off as a failure if I refuse to try..
So I accept fear as a companion on this journey.. an ever present companion... I see his face everyday in my dreams and visions and when I look in the mirror..
I'm even seeing his face right now as I type..
But before his very eyes I take another step and he screams "STOP!"

And I say to him;
Dear fear;
Everytime I hear you say STOP I will take 1 more stop again because you motivate me to prove to you that all you ever said to me was a lie and I have always been right